Friday, November 9, 2012

Chapter 4

hey barbs its been forever and a day i know.. sigh rastafari!! but im back on this ish,..
ohh and umm i forgot some of the names i used for some of these characters so whatever their names are now we'll just stick to that. k. okay!
P.S. do u guys want me to continue to write out the court scenes, i kow it can get a bit boring, so let me know if yall want me to keep the court scenes brief.!!
okay back to our regular scheduled program.. ENJOY AND COMMENT AS USUAL!!







Groaning, her eyes firmly shut, Nicki groped for the phone on her night stand. She knocked over a book, candle stick before she managed to pick up the receiver and drag it under the pillows.
“hello?”
“ Maraj?”
She cleared her throat. “yes?”
“Johnson here, we’ve got a problem.”
“problem?” she shoved the pillow off her head and squinted at the alarm clock. The only problem she could see was her boss calling her at 5:15am. “ has the trial been postponed? I’m  scheduled for court at nine..”
No. its Marino.”
“Marino?” scrubbing her hand over her face, she struggled to sit up. “ what about him?”
“he’s dead.”
“dead.” she shook her hand to clear her groggy brain. “ what do you mean he’s dead?”
“ as in doornail,” Johnson said annoyed. “ guard found him about half an hour ago.”
“stabbed. Look like he went up to the bars to talk to someone, and they shoved a knife through his heart.”
“ oh God.”
“ nobody heard anything. Nobody saw anything,” Johnson said in disgust. “ there was not taped to the bars. It said, “ dead birds don’t sing.”
“somebody leaked that he was feeding us information.”
“ and you can bet that I’m going to find out who. Listen Maraj, we’re not going to be able to muzzle the press on this one. I figured you’d want to hear it from me instead of on the news during your morning coffee.”
“yeah.” she pressed a hand to her queasy stomach. “ yeah thanks. What about Santiago?”
“ no show yet. We got feelers out, but if he’s gone to ground, it might be a while before we dig him up.”
“ they’ll be after him, too,” she said quietly. “ whoever arranged for Marino to be murdered will after Antiago.”
“ then we just have to find him first. You’re going to have to shake this off,” he told her. I know it’s a tough break all around, but the Denson case is your priority now. The guy’s got himself a real slick lawyer.”
“I can handle it.”
“ never figured otherwise. Give him hell, kid.”
“yeah, yeah I will.” Nicki hung up and stared blankly into space until her alarm went off at 6:30.



“hey! Hey, beautiful.” Tom Bower charged up the courthouse steps after Nicki. “ boy that concentration,” he panted when he finally snagged her arm and stopped her. “ I’ve been calling you since half a block.”
“ sorry I’m due in court in fifteen minutes.”
He gave her a quick going over. She’d pin her hair back into a simple twist and wore diamond earring in her ears. Her red linen suit was tailored and still managed to show off her curves. The result was competent, professional and extremely sexy.
“if I was on the jury. I’d give you a guilty verdict before you finished your opening statement. You look incredible.”
“I’m a lawyer,” she said tightly, “ not miss December.”
“hey.” he had to race up three more steps to catch her. “ hey, look, im sorry, that was a poorly phrased compliment.”
She found a slippery hold on her temper. “no. I’m sorry. I’m a little touchy this morning.”
“I heard about Marino.”
With a grim nod, Nicki continued up the steps to the high carved doors of city courthouse. “ news travel fast.”
“ he was a walking statistic, Nic. You cant let it get to you.”
“ he deserved his day in court.” she said as she crossed the marble lobby. “ even he deserved that. I knew he was afraid, but I didn’t take it seriously enough.”
“do you think it would have mattered?”
“ I don’t know.” it was a single question she would have to live with. “ I just don’t know.”
“look, the mayor’s got a tough schedule today. There’s this dinner tonight, but I can probably slip out before the brandy and cigar stage. How about a late movie?”
“I’m lousy company, Tom.”
“ you know that doesn’t matter.”
“ it matters to me.” a ghost of a smile touched her lips. “ I’d bite your head off again and hate myself.” she stepped in the elevator.
“ counselor.” Tom grinned and gave her a thumbs up before the doors closed.
The press was waiting for her on the fourth floor. Nicki had expected no less. Moving quickly, she waded through them, dispensing short answers and no comments.
“ do you really expect to get a jury to convict a pimp for knocking around a couple of his girls?”
“I always expect to win when I go to court.”
“ are you going to put the prostitutes on stand?”
“ former prostitutes.” she corrected, and let the question go unanswered.
“ is it true Johnson assigned you to this case because you’re a woman?”
“ the D.A. doesn’t choose his prosecutors by their sex.”
“ do you feel responsible for the death of Marino?”
That stopped her on the threshold of the courtroom. She looked around and saw the reporter with a sarcastic smirk, Bisner.
“ the D.A.’s office regrets that Marino was murdered and not allowed his day in court.”
In a quick practiced move, he blocked her way. “but do you feel responsible? After all you’re the one who turned the deal.”
She choked back the urge to defend herself and met is eyes levelly. “ we’re all responsible, Mr. Bisner. Excuse me.”
He simply shifted. “ any more encounters with the Nemesis? What can you tell us about your personal experiences with the city’s newest hero?”
She could feel her temperature rising bit by bit. Worse, she knew that was exactly what he was hoping for. “ nothing that could compete with your fabrications. Now if you’ll move aside, I’m busy.”
“ not too busy to socialize with Drake Graham. Are you and he romantically involved? It makes a wild kind of triangle don’t you think? Nemesis, you, Graham.”
“ get a life Brent,” she suggested, then elbowed him aside.
She barely had enough time to settle behind the prosecutor’s table and open her brief case when the jury filed in. she and the defense council had taken two days to select them, and she was satisfied with the mix of genders and races and walks of life. Still, she would have to convince those twelve men and women that a couple of prostitutes deserved justice.
Turning slightly, she studied the two women in the first row. They had both followed her instructions and dressed simply, with minimum makeup. She knew they were on trial today, as much as the man charged with assault on battery. They huddled together, two young, pretty women who might have been mistaken for college students, Nicki sent them a reassuring smile before she shifted again.
Nicki kept her opening statements brief, working with the jury, dispensing facts. She didn’t attempt to dazzle them. She was already aware that this was the defense council style. Instead she would underplay, drawing their attention with the contrast of simplicity.
By noon recess, she had laid her groundwork. She hustled Allison and Megan into a cab and took them across town for lunch and a last briefing.
“ do I have to go on the stand today, Miss Maraj?” Allison fidgeted in her seat and ate nothing. Though her bruises had faded over the weeks since the beating, her jaw still tended to ache. “ maybe what the doctors and all said was enough, and Megan and I wont have to testify.”
“ Allison,” she laid her hand over the girl’s and found it ice cold and trembling. “ they’ll listen to the doctors, and they’ll look at the pictures. They’ll believe  you an Megan were beaten. But its you, both of you, who will convince them that Brown was the one who did it, that he is not the nice young businessman he pretends to be. Without you, he’ll walk away and do it again.
Megan bit her lip. “ Charles says he’s going to get off anyway. That people will know we’re whores, even though you helped us get regular jobs. He says when its over he’s going to find us, and hurt us real bad.”
“ when did he say that?”
“ he called last night.” Allison eyes filled with tears. “ he found out where we’re living and he called. He said he was going to mess us up.” she wiped at a tear with the heel of her hand. “ he said he was going to make us wish we’d never started this. I don’t want him to hurt me again.”
“ he wont. I cant help you unless you help me. Unless you trust me.”
For the next hour, she talked soothing, bullying, and promising. At two o’clock, both frightened women were back in court.
“ the state calls Allison Jenkins,” Nicki announced, and flicked a cool glance at Brown.
Drake slipped into the courtroom just as she called her first witness for the afternoon session. He’d had to cancel two meetings in order to be there. The need to see her had been a great deal stronger than the need to hear quarterly reports. It had been, Drake admitted, stronger than any need he had ever experienced.
For three days he had kept his distance. Three very long days.
He chose a seat in the back of the courtroom and settled back to watch her work.
“how old are you Allison?” Nicki asked.
“twenty-one.”
“ have you always lived in Urbana?”
“ no I grew up in Virginia.”
With a few casual questions, she helped Allison point out a picture of her background, the poverty, the unhappiness, the parental abuse.
“ when did you come to the city?”
“about four years ago.”
“ when you were seventeen. Why did you come?”
“ I wanted to be an actress. That sounds pretty dumb, but I used to be in plays in school. I thought it would be easy.”
“was it?”
“ no, no, it was hard. Real hard. Most of the time I didn’t even get to audition, you know? And I ran out of money. I got a part time job waiting tables, but it wasn’t enough. They turned off the heat and the lights.”
“ did you ever think of going home?”
“ I couldn’t. my mother said if I left then she was done with me. And I guess I thought, I still could do okay, if I just got a break.”
“ did you get one?”
“ I thought I did. This guy into the grill where I worked. We got friendly, talking, you know. I told him I was an actress. He said he’d known it as soon as he saw me, and what I was doing working in a dump like that when I was pretty, and so talented. He told me he knew lots of people, and that if I came to work for him, he’d introduce me. He gave me his business card and everything.”
“is the man you met that night in the courtroom, Allison?”
“ sure, it was Charles.” she looked down quickly at her twisting fingers. “ Charles Brown.”
“ did you go to work for him?”
“ yeah. I went the next day to his offices. He had a whole suite, all those desk and phones and leather chairs. A real nice place uptown. He called elegant escorts. He said I could make a hundred a night just by going to dinner parties with these business men. He even bought me clothes, pretty clothes and had my hair done and everything.”
“ and for this hundred dollars a night, all you had to do was go to dinner and parties?”
“ that’s what he told me, at first.”
“ and did that change?”
“after a while….he took me out to nice restaurants and places. Dress rehearsals, he called them. He bought me flowers and..”
“ did you have sex with him?”
“objection. Irrelevant.”
“ your honor, the witness’s relationship, her physical relationship with the defendant is very relevant.”
“overruled. You’ll answer the question, Miss Jenkins.”
“ yes. I went to bed with him. He treated me so nice. After, he gave me money, for the bills he said.”
“ and you accepted it?”
“ yes. I guess I knew what was going on. I knew, but I pretended I didn’t. a few days later, he told me he had a customer for me. He said I was to dress up real nice and go out to dinner with this man from DC.”
“ what instructions were u given by Mr. Brown?”
“ he said Allison you’re going to have to earn that hundred dollars.” I said I knew that, and he told me I was going to have to be real nice to this guy. I said I would.”
“ did Mr. Brown define nice for you, Allison?”
She hesitated, then looked down at her hands again. “ he said I was to do whatever I was told. That if the guy wanted me to go back to his hotel after, I had to go or I wouldn’t get my money. It was all acting he said. I acted like I enjoyed the guy’s company, like I was attracted to him, and I acted like I had a great time in bed with him.”
“ did Mr. Brown specifically tell you that you would be required to have sex with this customer?”
“ he said it was apart of the job, the same as smiling at bad jokes. And if I was good at it, he’d introduce me to this director he knew.”
“ and you agreed?”
“he made it sound okay. Yes.”
“ and were the other occasions when he agreed to exchange sex for money in your capacity as an escort for Mr. Brown’s firm?”
“objection.”
“ I’ll rephrase.” she flicked a glance at the jury. “ did you continue in Mr. Brown’s employ?”
“ yes ma’am.”
“ for how long?”
“three years.”
“ and were you satisfied with the arrangement?”
“ I don’t know.”
“you don’t know if you were satisfied?”
“ I got use to the money,” Allison said, painfully honest. “ and after a while you get so you can forget what your dong, if you think about something else when its going on.”
“ and was Mr. Brown happy with you?”
“ sometimes.” fearful, she looked up at the judge. “ sometimes he’d get real mad, at me or one of the other girls.”
“ there were other girls?”
“ a bout a dozen, sometimes more.”
“ and what did he do when he got mad?”
“ he’d smack you around.”
“ you mean he’d hit you?”
“ he’d just go crazy and..”
“ objection.”
“ sustained.”
“ did he ever strike you Allison?”
“ yes.”
Nicki let the simplicity of the answer hang over the court jury.
“ will you tell me the events that took place on the night of October 16 of this year?”
As she’d been instructed, Allison kept her eyes on Nicki and didn’t let them wonder back to Brown.
“ I had a job, but I got sick. The flu or something. I had a fever and my stomach was really upset. I couldn’t keep anything down. Megan came over to take care of me.”
“Megan?”
“Megan Campbell. She worked for Charles, too, and we got really close. I just couldn’t get up and go to work so Megan called Charles to tell him.” her hands began to twist in her lap. “ I could hear her arguing with him over the phone, telling him I was sick. Megan said he could come over and see for himself if he didn’t believe her.”
“ and did he come over?”
“ yes.” the tears started. “ he was really mad. He was yelling at Megan, and she was yelling back, telling him I was really sick, that I had a fever of a hundred and five. He said..” she licked her lips. “ he said we were both lying sluts. I heard something crash and she was crying. I got up, but I was dizzy.” she rubbed the heel of her hands under her eyes smearing her mascara. “ he came into the bedroom. He knocked me down.”
“ you mean bumped into you?”
“no, he knocked me down. Backhanded me, you know?”
“ yes go on.”
“ then he told me to get my butt up and get dressed. He said the customer had asked for me, I was going to do it. He said all I had to do was lie on my back and close my eyes anyway.” she fumbled for tissue, blew her nose. “ I told him I was sick, that I couldn’t do it. He was yelling and throwing things. Then he started hitting me.”
“ where did he hit you?”
“ everywhere. In my face, in the stomach. Mostly my face. He just wouldn’t stop.”
“ did you call for help?”
“ I couldn’t, I couldn’t breathe.”
“ did you try to defend yourself?”
“ I tried to crawl away. But he kept coming after me, kept hitting me. I passed out. When i woke up, Megan was there, and her face was all bloody. She called an ambulance.”
Gently Nicki continued to question. When she took her seat at the prosecutors table she prayed that Allison would hold up under cross examination.
After almost three hours on the witness stand, Allison was pale and shaky. Despite the defense counselor’s attempt to destroy her character , she stepped down looking young and vulnerable.
And it was the picture, Nicki thought with satisfaction, that would remain in the jury’s mind.




“Excellent job, counselor.”
Nicki turned her head, with twin pricks of annoyance and pleasure, glanced up at Aubrey. “ what are you doing here?”
“watching you work. If I ever need a lawyer…”
“I’m a prosecutor, remember?”
He smiled.  “ then I’ll just have to make sure I don’t get caught breaking the law.” 
When she stood, he took her hand. A casual gesture, even a friendly one. She couldn’t have said why it seemed so possessive. 
“ can I offer you a lift? Dinner, dessert? A quiet evening?”
And she’d said he wouldn’t tempt her again. Fat chance. “ I’m sorry, I have something to do.”
Tilting his head, he studied her. “ I think you mean it.”
“I do have work.”
“no. I mean that you’re sorry.”
His eyes were so deep, so warm, she nearly sighed. 
“ against my better judgment, I am.” she started out the courtroom into the hall.
“ just the lift then.”
She sent him a quick, exasperated look over her shoulder. “ didn’t I tell you once how I felt about persistent men?”
“ yes, but you had dinner with me anyway.”
 She had to laugh. After all the tense hours in court. It was a relief
“well, since my car is in the shop. I could use a lift.”
He stepped in the elevator with her. “ it’s a tough case you’ve taken on here. And a reputation maker.”
“really?”
“ you’re getting national press.”
“I don’t take cases for clippings.” her voice was as rigid as her eyes.
“ if you’re going to be in for the long haul, you’ll have to develop a thicker skin.”
“ my skin’s just fine, thanks.”
“ I noticed.” relaxed, he leaned back against the wall. “ I think anyone who knows you realizes the press is a by-product, not the purpose. You’re making a point here, that no one, no matter who or what they are, should be victimized. I hope you win.”
She stepped out the elevator into the marble lobby.
“ I like your hair that way,” he commented, pleased to see he’d thrown her off. “ very cool, very competent. How many pins would I have to pull out to have it fall loose?”
“ I don’t think that’s..”
“ relevant?” he supplied. “ it is to me. Everything about you is, since I don’t seem to be able to stop thinking about you.”
She kept walking quickly. It was typical, she imagined that he would say such things to woman in a crowded place- and make her feel as though they were completely alone.
“ I’m sure you’ve managed to keep busy. I noticed a picture of you in this morning’s paper, there was a blonde attached to your arm.”  she set her teeth when he kept smiling. “ you switch your allegiances quickly, politically speaking.”
“ I have no allegiances, politically speaking. I was interested to hear what Morgan’s opposition had to say. I was impressed.”
She remembered the lush blonde in the skinny black dress. “ I bet.”
This time he grinned. “ I’m sorry you weren’t there.”
“ I told you before I don’t intend to be a part of the horde.” at the wide doors, she stopped, braced. “ speaking of hordes.” head up, she walked into the crowd of reporters waiting on the courthouse steps.
They fired questions. She fired answers, still as annoyed as she was with him, she was grateful to Drake’s big black limo with its hulk of a driver waiting at the curb.
“ Mr. Graham, what’s your interest in the case?”
“ I enjoy watching justice at work.”
“ you enjoy watching gorgeous D.A.s at work,” Bisner pushed his way through his associates to shove a recorder into Drake’s face. “ come on Graham, what’s happening between you and darling Nicki?”
Hearing her low snarl, Drake put a warning hand on Nicki’s arm and turned to the reporter. “ I know you, don’t I ?”
Bisner smirked. “ sure. We ran into each other plenty in those bad days when you worked for the city instead of owning it.”
“ yeah. Bisner.” he summed the man up with one quick, careless look. “ maybe my memories faulty, but I don’t recall you being such an asshole then as you are now.” he bundled up a chuckling Nicki into the limo.
“nicely done,” she said.
“ I’ll have to consider buying the world, just so I can the pleasure of firing him.”
“ I have to admire the way you think.” with a sigh she slipped out of her shoes and shut her tired eyes. She could get use to this kind of traveling she thought. “ my feet are killing me. I’m going to have to buy a pedometer to see how many miles I put in during an average day in court.”
“ will you come home with me if I promise you a foot massage?”
She opened one eye. He’d be good at it, she thought. At massaging a woman’s foot or anything else that happened to ache. “ no.” she shut her eyes again. “ I have to get back to the office. And I’m sure there are plenty of other feet you can rub.”
Drake opened to glass long enough to give Jim their destination. 
“ is that what concerns you? The other… feet in my life?”
She hated the fact that it did. “ they’re your business.”
“ I like yours. Your feet, your legs, your face. And everything in between.”
She ignored him, well at least tried to, “ do you always try to seduce women on the back of limos?”
“ would you prefer someplace else?”
She opened both her eyes. Some things, she thought, were better handled face to face. “ Drake, I’ve done some thinking about this situation.”
His mouth curved charmingly. “ situation?”
“ yes.” she didn’t want to call it a relationship. “ I’m not going to pretend I’m not attracted to you, or that I’m not flattered you seem to be attracted to me. But..”
“ but?” he picked up her hand, rubbed his lips over her knuckles.
“ don’t.” her breath caught when he turned her hand over to press a slow, warm kiss in the palm. “ don’t do that.”
“ I love it when you’re cool and logical, Nicki. It makes me crazy to see how quickly I can make you heat up.” he brushed his lips over her wrist and felt the fast thud of her pulse. “ you were saying?”
Was she? What woman could be cool and logical when he was looking at her? Touching her. She snatched her hand away, reminding herself that was precisely the problem. “ I don’t want this situation to go any further, for several good reason.”
“mmmmhmmm.”
She knocked his hand away when he began to play with the diamond in her ear. “ I mean it. I realize you’re used to picking and discarding women like poker chips, but I’m not interested. So find someone else.”
Yes, she was heating up nicely. “ that’s a very interesting metaphor. I could say that there are some winnings I prefer to hold on to rather than gamble with.”
Firing up, she turned to him. “ let’s get this straight. I’m not this week’s prize. I have no intention of being Thursday’s black following Wednesday’s blonde.”
“ so, we’re back to those feet again.”
“ you might consider it a joke, but I take my life, personally and professionally, very seriously.”
“maybe too seriously.”
She stiffened. “ that’s my business. The bottom line here is that I’m not interested in becoming one of your whores. I’m not interested in becoming tangled up with you in any shape or form.” she glanced over when the limo glided to the curb. “ and this is my stop.”
He moved quickly, surprising them both, dragging her across the seat so that she lay across his lap. “ I’m going to see that you’re tangled up you’ll never pull free.” hard and sure his mouth met hers.
She didn’t struggle. She didn’t hesitate. Every emotion she had felt along the drive was honed down to one word. Desire.
Her fingers dived into his hair as her mouth moved restless and hungry under his.
She wanted, as she had never wanted before. Never dreamed of wanting. The ache of it was so huge it left no room for reason.
He wasn’t patient as he once had been, instead, his mouth was warm as it raced over her face, streaked down her throat. With an urgent murmur, she pulled him back to her lips.
Never before had he known anyone who had matched his needs so exactly. He’d known desire before, but not this gnawing desperation.
He wanted to drag her down on the seat, pull and tug at that slim, tidy suit until she was naked and burning beneath him.
But he also wanted to give her comfort and compassion and love. He would have to wait until she was ready to accept it.
With real regret, he gentled his hands and drew her away. “ you’re everything I want,” he told her. “ and I’ve learned to take what I want.”
Her eyes were wide. As the passion faded from them, it was replaced by dazed fear that disturbed him. “ it’s not right,” she whispered. “ it’s not right that you should be able to do this to me.”
“ no, its not right for either of us. But its real.”
“ I wont be controlled by my emotions.”
“ we all are.”
“ not me,” shaky, she reached down for her shoes. “ I’ve got to go.”
He reached across her to unlatch the door. “ you will belong to me.”
She shook her head. “ I have to belong to myself first.” climbing out, she bolted.
Drake watched her retreat before he opened his fisted hand. He counted six hairpins and smiled.







Nicki spent the evening with Allison and Megan in their tiny apartment. Over Chinese takeout she’d supplied, she discussed the case with them. It helped pouring herself into work. It left little time to worry about Drake and her response to him. A response she had felt much the same stunning sexual pull toward another man.
Because she wanted both, she couldn’t turn to any of them.
Each time the phone rang, she answered it herself while Allison and Megan sat on the sofa, hands clutched. The phone rang for the fifth time and she reached for it.
“ Allison?”
She took a chance. “ no.”
“ Megan, you bitch.”
Though a grim smile touched her lips, she made her voice shake. “ who is this?”
“ you know damn well who it is. It’s Charles.”
“ I’m not suppose to talk to you.”
“ fine just listen. If you think I fucked you up before, its nothing to what I’m going to do to you if you testify tomorrow. You little slut, I picked you up off the street where you were earning twenty a trick and set you up high rolling johns. I own you, and don’t you forget it. Do yourself a favor, tell that tight assed D.A that you’ve changed your mind and that you and Allison lied about everything. Otherwise, I’ll hurt you, real bad. Understand?”
“ yes.” she hung up and stared at the phone. “ oh yeah, I understand.” Nicki turned to Allison and Megan. “ keep your door locked tonight and don’t go out. He doesn’t know it yet, but he just hanged himself.”
Pleased with herself, she left them. It had taken a great deal of fast talking to get a tap on Allison’s and Megan’s phone. And it would take more to subpoena Brown’s phone records. But she would do it. When Brown took the stand in a few days, both he and his defense lawyer was in for a surprise.
She decided to walk a few blocks before hailing a cab. The night was steamy. Even the buildings were sweating. Across town there was a cool room waiting for her, a cool shower. But she didn’t want to go home, alone yet. Alone it would be too easy to think about her life. About Drake.
She had lost control in his arms in the afternoon. That was becoming a habit she didn’t care for.
Yet she also felt something, a very strong something, for a man that wore a mask.
As she stepped into the shadows of the building, she heard someone whisper her name. she knew that voice, had heard It in her dreams, dreams she’d refused to acknowledge.
He seemed to flow out of the dark, a shadow, a silhouette, then a man. She could see his eyes, the gleam of them behind the mask. The longing came so quickly, so strongly, she nearly moaned out loud.
And when he took her hand to draw her into the shadows, she didn’t resist.
“ you seem to be making it a habit to walk the streets at night alone.”
“ I had work.” automatically she lowered her voice to match his. 
“ are you following me?”
He didn’t answer, but his fingers curled around hers in a way that spoke possession.
“ what do you want?”
“ it’s dangerous for you.” she’d left her hair down, he saw. So that it flowed around her shoulders. “ those who murdered Marino will be watching you.” he felt her pulse jump, but not with fear. He recognized the difference between fear and excitement.
“ what do you know about Marino?”
“ they wont be bothered by the fact that you’re a woman, not if you’re in their way. I don’t want to see you hurt.”
Unable to help herself, she leaned forward.
“ why?”
As helpless as she, he lifted both of her hands to his lips. He clutched them there, his grip painfully tight. “ you know why?”
“it isn’t possible.” but she didn’t, couldn’t pull away when he brushed a hand over her hair. “ I don’t know who you are. I don’t understand what you do.”
“ sometimes neither do I.”
She wanted badly to step into his arms, to learn what it was like to be held by him, to have his mouth on hers.
“ tell me what you know. About Marino, about this murder. Let me do my job.”
“ leave it alone. That’s all I have to say.”
“ you know something. I can see it, its you duty to tell me.”
“ I know my duty.”
She tossed her hair back. Attracted to him? Hell no, she was infuriated by him. “ sure hiding in shadows, dispensing your own personal sense of justice when and where it strikes. that’s not duty, captain bonehead, its ego.” when he didn’t respond, she let out a his of a breath and stepped toward him again. “ I could bring you up on charges for with holding information. This is police business, D.A.’s business, not a game.”
“ no, it isn’t a game.” his voice remained low, but she thought she caught hints of amusement and annoyance. “ but it has pawns. I wouldn’t like to see you used as one.”
“ I can take care of myself.”
“ so you continue to say. You’re out of your league this time, counselor. Leave it alone.” he stepped back.
“ just hold on.” she rushed forward, but he was gone.
“ damn it, I wasn’t finished arguing with you.” frustrated, she kicked the side of the building, missing his shin by inches. “ leave it alone,” she muttered. “ not on your life.”









Monday, September 24, 2012

Chapter 3

ok so i know its been a while.. ive been threw hell and back.. so bare with me.. sooo im gonna attempt to give u guys a chapter once a day or atleatst once every other day..
ENJOY BARBZ... and of course leave feedback!!





It was one in the morning when Nicki dragged herself down the hallway to her apartment. She’d spent the best part of two hours answering questions, giving her statement to the police and avoiding reporters. Even through the fatigue was a nagging annoyance for the man called Nemesis.
Technically he saved her life again. If she’d been standing within ten feet of the antique shop when the bomb had gone off. She would certainly have met a nasty death.
Added to that was the fact he had shown in the short conversation they’d had, that he held no respect for her profession or her judgment.
“ you look like you had a rough night.”
Keys in had Nicki turned. Her across the hall neighbor, Mrs. Oxford, was standing in her open doorway, peering out through a pair of cherry red framed glasses.
“Mrs. Oxford, what are you doing up?”
“just finished watching David Letterman. That boy cracks me up.” at sixty-five, with a comfortable pension, lil Oxford kept her own hours and did as she pleased.
“ you look like you could use a drink.”
Nicki was about to refuse, when she realized a drink is what she needed. She smiled, dropped her keys in her pocket and crossed the hall.
“make it a double.”
“already got the hot water on. You just sit down and kick off your shoes.” Mrs. Oxford patted her hand then scurried off to the kitchen
“here you are.” she sat the drinks down. “ now what trouble have you been getting yourself into?”
“ it shows?”
Mrs. Oxford took a sip of her whiskey laced tea. “ your suit’s a mess” she leaned closer and took a sniff. “ smells like smoke. Got a smudge on your cheek, a run in you stocking and fire in your eyes. From the look of them, there’s got to be a man involved.”
“ the police department could use you. Mrs. Oxford.” nicki sipped her tea. “ I was doing a little leg work. The building I was checking out blew up.”
The lively interest in Mrs. Oxford’s eyes turned instantly to concern. “you’re not hurt?”
“ no. few bruises.” I  guess my ego suffered a little. I ran into the Nemesis.” Nicki hadn’t mentioned her first encounter, because he was painfully aware of her neighbor’s passionate admiration for the man in black.
Behind the thick frames, Mrs. Oxford’s eyes bulged. “ you actually saw him?”
“ I saw him, spoke to him and ended up being tossed to the concrete by him just before the building blew up.”
“ god.” Lil pressed a hand to her heart. “ that’s even more romantic than when I met Mr. Oxford at the pentagon rally.”
“it had nothing to do with romance. The man is impossible, very likely a maniac and certainly dangerous.”
“he’s a hero.” Mrs. Oxford shook a finger at Nicki. “ you haven’t learned to recognize heroes yet. that’s because we don’t have enough of them today.” she crossed her feet and grinned up at Nicki. “ so what does he look like?”
“ I cant really say what he looks like. It was dark and most of his face was masked.”
“ like zorro?” Mrs. Oxford said hopefully.
“ no well, I don’t know. Maybe.” she gave a little sigh and decided to indulge her neighbor. “ he’s six-one or six-two, I suppose, lean but well built.”
“what color is his hair?”
“it was covered. I could see his jaw line.” strong, tensed. “ and his mouth.” it had hovered for one long, exciting moment over hers. “ nothing special,” she said quickly, and gulped more tea.
“hmmmm.” Mrs. Oxford had her own ideas. She’d been married and widowed twice, and in between had enjoyed what she considered her fair share of affairs and romantic entanglements. She recognized the signs. “ his eyes? You can always tell the make of a man by his eyes. Though I’d rather look at his ass.”
Nicki chuckled. “ dark.”
“ dark what?”
“just dark. He keeps to the shadows.”
“slipping through the shadows to root out evil and protect the innocent. What’s more romantic than that?”
“he’s going against the system.”
“my point exactly, it doesn’t get bucked enough.”
“ im not saying he hasn’t helped a few people, but we have trained law enforcements for that.” she frowned into her mug. There hadn’t been any police around when she needed help. “ he doesn’t have any respect for the law.”
“ I think you’re wrong. I think he has great respect for it. He just interprets it differently than you do.” she patted Nicki’s hand. “ you’re a good girl, Nicki, a smart one but you’ve trained yourself to walk down a very narrow path. You should remember that this country was founded on rebellion. We need rebels, just as we need heroes. It would be a dull and sad world without them.”
“maybe.” though she was far from convinced. “ but we also need rules.”
“ oh, yes.” Mrs. Oxford grinned. “ we need rules. How else could we break them?”





Aubrey kept his eyes closed as his driver guided the limo across town. Through the night after the explosion and the day that followed, he had thought of a dozen reasons why he should cancel his date with Nicki Maraj.
They were all very practical, very logical, very sane reasons but he needed her.
She was interfering with his work, both day and night. Since the moment he had seen her, he hadn’t been able to think of anyone else.
She was a danger to him. He knew it, understood it and seemed unable to avoid it. Even after their encounter the night before when she had come within a hair’s breadth of making him lose control- of his temper and his desire- he wasn’t able to shove her out of his mind. To go on seeing her was to go on deceiving her. And himself.
But when the car pulled to the curb in front of her building. He got out, walked into the lobby and took the elevator up to her floor.
When Nicki heard the knock, she stopped pacing the living room. For the past twenty minutes she’d been asking herself why she had agreed to go out with a man she barely knew. She’d fallen for his charm, she admitted, that smooth careless charm with the hint of underlying danger.
The easy flattery he was so used to dispensing lodged in his throat. “you’re prompt” he managed.
“always.” she smiled at him. “ its like a disorder.” she closed the door behind her without inviting him in. it seemed safer that way.
A few moments later, she settled in the back of his limo and vowed to enjoy herself. “ do you always travel this way?”
“no, just when it seems more convenient.”
Unable to resist , she slipped off her shoes and let her feet sink into the carpet. “ I would. No hassling for cabs or scurrying to the subway.”
“but you miss a lot of life on, and under the streets.”
She turned to him. In his dark suit he looked elegant and successful.
“you’re not going to tell me you ride the subway.”
He only smiled. “ when it seems most convenient. You don’t believe money should be used as an insulator against reality?”
“no, no I don’t.” but she was surprised he didn’t. “ actually, I’ve never had enough to be tempted to try it.”
“you wouldn’t be.” he contented himself, or tried, by toying with the end of her hair. “ you could have gone into private practice with a dozen top firms but you didn’t.”
She shrugged it off. “ don’t think there aren’t moments when I question my own sanity.” she glanced out the window. “ where are we going?”
“ to dinner.”
“I’m relieved to hear that since I missed lunch. I meant where.”
“ here.” he took her hand as the limo stopped.
Nicki stifled a gasp as she stepped onto the curb, she had seen pictures of his home. But it was entirely different when you see it in person. It took up the whole block.
Gothic style. She’d read somewhere that Drake had purchased it before he’d been released from the hospital.
Towers rose up into the sky. High windows gleamed with the sun that was lowering slowly in the west. Terraces jutted out. The top story was dominated by a huge curving glass where one could stand and look out over the entire city.
“ I see you take the notion that man’s home is his castle literally.”
“I like the space, and privacy.”
 With a laugh she walked up to the carved doors at the entrance.
“ would you like a tour before we eat?”
“are you kidding?” she hooked her arm through his. “ where do we start?”
He took her floor by floor showcasing the whole castle
“its like something out of a movie,” she murmured.
“ I feel as thought should be wearing a hooped skirt and a powdered wig.”
“no.” he touched her hair again. “ I think it suits you just fine as it is.”
With a shake of her head she stepped further inside, then went with impulse and turned three quick circles.
“ its incredible, really. don’t you ever get the urge to dance in this room?”
“not until now.” surprising himself as much as her, he caught her around the waist and spun her into a waltz. Her hand lay on his shoulder, her other caught firmly in his. Their steps matched, though she gave no thought to them.
Where his hand gripped her waist, the silk was warm from her body. Her hair ran down her back making him ache to let his hand dive into it. Her scent as so tempting. He wondered if he would taste it if he pressed his lips to the long column of her throat.
She saw the change in his eyes, the deepening, the darkening of them as desire grew. As her steps matched his, so did her need. She leaned toward him wondering.
He stopped. For a moment they stood. A man and a woman caught in an embrace, on a brink of something neither of them understood.
“ I.. my head is spinning.”
Very slowly his hand slipped away from her waist and the embrace was broken. “ then I’d better feed you.”
“yes.” she nearly managed a smile. “ you’d better.”
They dined on sautéed shrimp flavored with orange and rosemary. Though he’d shown her the enormous dining room with its heavy mahogany servers and sideboards. They took their dinner to a small table by a curved window. between sips of champagne, they could watch the sunset over the city. On the table, between the, were two slender white candles and a single red rose.
“its beautiful here,” she commented. “ the city. You can see all its possible, and none of its problems.”
“sometimes it helps to take a step back.” he stared out the city himself, then turned away dismissing it. “ or else those problems could eat you alive.”
“but you’re still aware of them. I know you donate a lot of money to the homeless and rehabilitation centers, and other charities.”
“its easy to give money away when you have more than you need.”
“that sounds cynical.”
“ realistic.” his smile was cool and easy. “ I’m a business man, Nicki. Donations are tax deductible.”
She frowned, studying him. “ it’s a pity, I think if people were only generous when it benefited them.”
“now you sound like an idealist.”
She tapped her finger against the champagne glass. “ that’s the second time in a matter of days you accused me of that. I don’t think I like it.”
“it wasn’t meant as an insult, just an observation.”
He glanced up when Mark came in with dessert. “ we wont need anything else tonight.”
The big man shrugged. “ okay.”
Nicki noted that Mark moved with a certain grace about him. Thoughtfully she dipped her spoon into her chocolate dessert. “ is he your driver or your butler?” she asked.
“both. And neither.” he topped off her wine. “ you might say he’s an associate from a former life.”
Curious, she lifted a brow. “ which means?”
“he was a pick pocket I arrested a time or two when I was a cop. Then he was a snitch. Now…. He drives my car and answers my door, among other things.”
“its hard to imagine you working the streets.”
“ yes I suppose it is.”
“how long were you a cop?”
“one night too long,” he said flatly, then reached for her hand. “ would you like to see the roof?”
“yes I would.”
Rather than the stairs, he took her up in a small smoked glass elevator. “ all the comforts,” she said. “ im surprised the place doesn’t come equipped with a dungeon and secret passageways.”
“oh, but it does. Perhaps I’ll show you…another time.”
Another time, she thought. Did she want there to be another time? It had definitely been a fascinating evening
“what are you thinking?”
She decided it was best to be perfectly honest. “ I was wondering who you were, and if I wanted to stick around long enough to find out.”
The doors to the elevator whispered open, but he stayed where he was. “ and do you?”
“I’m not sure,” she stepped out. With a sound of surprise and pleasure, she moved toward the curve of the glass.
“its spectacular.” she turned to him smiling. “ just beautiful.”
“it gets better.” he pushed a button on the wall. Silently, magically, the curved glass parted. Taking her hand, he led her onto the stone terrace beyond.
Setting her palms on the stone railing, she leaned out into the hot wind that stirred the air.
“ at dawn, when its clear, the buildings are pearly gray and rose. And the sun turns the glass into fire.”
She looked at him and the city he faced. “ is that why you bought the house, for the view?”
“ I grew up a few blocks from here. Whenever we walked in the park, my aunt would always point it out to me. She loved this house. When I came back and learned they were gone… I began to think about this house. It seemed right that I take it, live in it.”
She laid a hand over his on the rail. “ there is nothing more difficult, is there, than to lose people you love and need.”
“no.” when he looked at her, he saw that her eyes were dark with her own memories and with sympathy for his. He brought a hand to her face, skimming back her hair with his fingers, molding her jaw line with his palm. Her hand flattered up to light on his wrist and trembled. Her voice was just as unsteady.
“I should go.”
“yes, you should,” but he kept his hand on her face, his eyes on hers as he shifted to trap her body between his and the stone railing. His free hand slid gently up her throat until her face was framed. “ have you ever been compelled to take a step that you knew was a mistake? You knew, but you couldn’t stop.”
“I….no. no, I don’t like to make mistakes.” but she already knew she was about to make one.
His palm was warm against her skin. His eyes were dark so intense. For a moment she blinked, assaulted by a powerful sense of déjà vu. But she’d never been here before, she assured herself as he skimmed him thumb over her jaw line.
“neither do I.”
She moaned and shut her eyes, but he only brushed his lips over her brow. The light whisper of contact sent a reaction through her. In the hot night she shuddered while his mouth moved gently over her temple.
“I want you.” his voice was rough and tense as his fingers tightened in her hair. “ I can barely breathe from wanting you. You’re my mistake, Nicki. The one I never thought I would make.”
His mouth came down on hers, hard and hungry, with none of the teasing seduction she had expected and told herself she would have resisted. This was the reckless and dangerous man she had caught only a glimpse of.
He frightened her. He fascinated her. He seduced her. With no hesitation, no caution, no thought, she responded, meeting power after power and need after need. She didn’t feel the rough stone against her back, only the hard length of him as his body pressed against hers.
With a groan of pleasure she pulled him closer until she could feel his heart thudding against hers.
She was more than he had dreamed of. Her mouth was heated, demanding. Her hands slid under his jacket, fingers flexing even as her head fell back in a taunting surrender that drove him mad.
A pulse hammered in her throat, enticing him to press his lips there and explore the new texture, the new flavor, before he brought his mouth back to hers. With teeth he nipped, with tongue he soothed, pushing them closer to the edge of reason. He swallowed her gasp as he stroked his hands down her, seeking, cupping, molding.
He felt her shudder, then his own before he forced himself to grip tight to a last thin line of control. Very cautiously he backed away.
Dazed Nicki brought a hand to her head. Fighting to catch her breath, she stared at him.
She turned, leaning over the rail. “ I don’t think I’m ready for this.” she managed.
“no. I don’t think I’m ready for you, either. But there wont be any going back.”
She shook her head. Her palms were pressed so hard against the stone. “I’ll have to think about that.”
“once you’ve turned certain corners, there’s no place to go but forward.”
Calmer, she turned back to him. It was time, past time to set the ground rules. “ Drake, however it might appear after what just happened. I don’t have affairs with men I hardly know.”
“ good.” he too was calmer. His decision was made. “ when we have ours, I want it to be exclusive.”
Her voice chilled. “ obviously I’m not making myself clear. I haven’t decided if I want to be involved with you, and I’m along way from that involvement to end up in bed.”
“ you are involved with me.” reaching out, he cupped the back of her neck before she could escape. “ and we both want that involvement to end up in bed.”
Very deliberately, she reached up and removed his hand. “ I realize you’re use to women falling at your feet. I have no intention of joining the horde. And I make up my own mind.”
“ should I kiss you again?”
“no.” she threw her hand up and planted it on his chest. In an instant she was reminded of how she had stood, just like this, with the man called Nemesis. The comparison left her shaking.
“ no it was a lovely evening , Drake.” she took a long breath. “ I mean that. I enjoyed the company, the dinner and….and the view. I’d hate to see you spoil it completely by being arrogant and argumentative.”
“ its not being either to accept the inevitable. I don’t have to like it to accept it. Something flickered in his eyes. “ there’s such a thing as destiny Nicki. I had a long time to consider, and come to terms with that.”
His brow drew together in a frown as he looked at her. “ god help both of us, but you’re apart of mine.” he looked back, then offered a hand. “ I’ll take you home.”




Monday, September 3, 2012

Chapter 2


At 11:45 am, Nicki was cooling her heels at the twenty fifth precinct. She wasn’t particularly surprised to have been summoned there. The four gang members who hand gunned down Franko Sanchez was being held in separate cells. That way they could sweat out the charges of murder one, accessory to murder, illegal possession of firearms, possession of controlled substances, and all the other charges on the arrest sheet. And they could sweat them out individually, with no opportunity to back each other’s stories.
She’d gotten the call from Sly Pablo’s  public defense attorney at nine sharp. This would make the third meeting between them. At each  previous encounter, she had held firm against a deal. But she had noted that each time they sat in the conference room together, Pablo sweated freely.
Instinct told her he did indeed have something to trade but was afraid.
When she left the conference room, her head was pounding. There was tight sick feeling in her gut that always plagued her when she dealt with Pablo’s type. He was nineteen, for God’s sake, she thought as she tossed her visitor’s badge to the desk sergeant. He viciously gunned down another human being. She knew he felt no remorse. The demons considered drive bys a kind of tribal ritual. And she, as a representative of the law, had to bargain with him.
That was the way the system worked, she reminded herself as she stepped out of the stuffy station house into the steamy afternoon. She would trade Pablo like a poker chip and hope to finesse bigger game. In the end, Pablo would pay by spending the rest of his youth and most of his adult life in a cage.
She hoped Franko Sanchez’s family would feel justice had been served.
“ bad day?”
Still frowning, she turned, shaded her eyes and focused on Drake Graham.
“ oh hello. What are you doing here?”
“waiting for you.”
She lifted her brow, cautiously debating the proper response. Today he wore a gray suit, very trim and quietly expensive. Though the humidity was intense, his white shirt appeared crisp. He looked precisely like what he was. A successful, wealthy business man. Until you looked at his eyes, Nicki thought. When you did, you could see that women were drawn to him for a much more basic reason than money and position.
She responded with the only question that seemed apt.
“why?”
He smiled at that. He had seen her caution and her evaluation clearly and was as amused as he was impressed by it.
“ to invite you to lunch.”
“ oh, well that’s very nice, but..”
“ you do eat, don’t you?”
He was laughing at her. There was no mistaking it.
“yes, almost everyday. But at the moment, I’m working.”
“you’re a dedicated public servant aren’t you, Nicki?”
“ I like to think so.”
 There was just enough sarcasm in his tone to put her back up. She stepped to the curb and lifted an arm to hail a cab. A bus chugged by streaming  exhaust. “ it was kind of you to leave your limo for me last night.” she turned and looked at him. “ but it wasn’t necessary.”
“ I often do what others consider unnecessary.” he took her hand and, with only the slightest pressure, brought her arm down to her side. “ if not lunch, dinner.”
“ that sounds more like a command than a request.’’
She would have tugged her hand away, but it seemed foolish to engage in a childish test of wills on a public street. “ either way, I have to refuse. I’m working late tonight.”
“ tomorrow then.” he smiled charmingly. “ a request, counselor.”
It was difficult not to smile back when he was looking at her with humor  and was it loneliness? In his eyes.
“Mr. Graham. Drake.” she corrected herself before he could. “ persistent men usually annoy me. And you’re no exception. But for some reason, I think I’d like to have dinner with you.”
“I’ll pick you up at seven. I keep early hours.”
“fine. I’ll give you my address.”
“ I know it.”
“of course.”  his driver had dropped her off at her doorstep the night before. “ if you’ll give me back my hand, I’d like to hail a cab.”
He didn’t oblige immediately, but looked down at her hand, it was small delicate in appearance, like the rest of her. Drake made himself smile as he wondered how a single meeting of palms could have jolted his system so outrageously.
“ I’ll see you tomorrow.” he released her hand and stepped away.
She only nodded, not trusting her voice. When she slipped into a cab, she turned back. But he was already gone.



It was after ten when Nicki walked up to the antique store. It was closed, of course, and she hadn’t expected to find anything. She had written her report and passed the details of her interview with Pablo on to her superior. But she hadn’t been able to resist a look for herself.
In this upscale part of town, people were lingering over dinner or enjoying a play. A few couples wandered by on their way to a club or a restaurant. Streetlights shot out pools of security.
It was foolish, she supposed, to have been drawn here. Normal, Nicki reminded herself. There was nothing here to cause that itch between her shoulder blades. Yet even as she scanned the street, the adjoining buildings to assure herself no one was paying any attention to her, the feeling of being watched persisted.
She was giving herself the creeps, Nicki decided these little licks of fear were left over from her night in the alley, and she didn’t care for it. Most of her life she had been cared for, looked after even pampered by her older sister. Though she would always be grateful to Tasha, she had made a commitment when she left Denver for Urbana. To leave her mark.
Determine to fight her own uneasiness, she skirted around the building, walking quickly through the short, narrow alley between the antique store and the boutique beside it.
The rear of the building was as secure and unforthcoming as the front. There was one window, enforced with steel bars, and a pair of wide doors, triple bolted
“ you don’t look stupid.”
At the voice, she jumped back and would have tumbled into a line of garbage can if a hand hadn’t snagged her wrist. She opened her mouth to scream, brought her hand up to fight, when she recognized her companion.
“you.” he was in black, hardly visible in the dark. But she knew.
“ I would have thought you’d had your fill of back alleys.”
He didn’t release her, though he knew he should . His fingers wrapped around her wrist.
“ you’ve been watching me.”
“ there are some women its difficult to look away from.” he pulled her closer, just a tug on her wrist, and stunned both of them. His voice was low and rough. She could see anger in the gleam of his eyes. She found the combination oddly compelling.
“ what are you doing?”
Her mouth was so dry it ached. He had pulled her so close that their thighs met. To put some distance between them and gain some control, she put her hand to his chest.
“ that’s my business.”
“ your business is to prepare cases and try them in court, not to play detective.”
“ I’m not playing detective..” she broke off, eyes narrowing. “ how do you know I’m a lawyer?”
“I know a great deal about you, Miss. Maraj.” his smile was thin and humorless. “ thats my business. I don’t think your sister worked two jobs to put you through law school, and saw you graduate at the top of your class to have you sneaking around back entrances of locked buildings. Especially when that building is a front for some ugly particularly ugly commerce.”
“you know about this place?”
“as I said, I know a great deal.”
She would handle his intrusion into her life later. Now, she had a job to do. “ if you have any information any proof about this suspected drug operation, its your duty to give that information to the D.A’s office.”
“I’m very aware of my duty. It doesn’t include making deals with scum.”
Heat rushed to her cheeks. She didn’t even question how he knew about her interview with Pablo.
“ I work within the law,” she snapped at him “ which is more than you can say. You put on a mask and play captain America, making up your own rules. That makes you  part of the problem, not part of the solution.”
In the slits of his mask, his eyes narrowed. “ you seemed grateful enough for my solution a few nights ago.”
Her chin came up, she wished she could face him on her own ground, in the light. “ I’ve already thanked you for your help, unnecessary though it was.”
“ are you always so cocky, Miss Maraj?”
“confident.” she corrected
“and do you always win in court?”
“ I have an excellent record.”
“ do you always win?” he repeated.
“no, but that’s not my point.”
“ that’s exactly the point. There’s a war in this city, Miss. Maraj.”
“and you’ve have appointed yourself general of the good guys.”
He didn’t smile. “ no I fight alone.”
“don’t you..”
But he cut her off swiftly, putting a glove hand over her mouth. He listened but not with his ears. It wasn’t something he heard, but something he felt. Before she had even begun to struggle against him, he pulled her aside and shoved her down beneath him behind the wall of the next building.
“what are you doing?”
The explosion that came on the tail of her words made her ears ring. Beneath her the ground trembled as the antique store exploded.
“ are you alright?” when she didn’t answer, only trembled she took her face in his hand and turned it to his. “Nicki, are you alright?”
He repeated her name a few times before the glossy look left her eyes. “ yes,” she managed. “ are you?”
“ don’t you read papers?” there was the faintest of smiles around his mouth. “ I’m invulnerable.”
“right.” with a little smile she tried to sit up. Fitted against hers. His face was only inches away. He wondered what would happen to both of them if he closed that distance and let his mouth meet hers.
He was going to kiss her, Nicki realized and went perfectly still. Emotion swarmed through her. Not anger, as she’d expected. But excitement, raw and wild. It pumped through her so quickly it blocked everything else.
Her fingers brushed against his mask. He pulled back from her touch as if he’d been slapped. Shifting he rose then helped her to her feet. Fighting humiliation and fury, she stepped around the wall towards the rear of the antique shop.
“ they’ve beaten you this time,” he murmured. “ there wont be anything left for you to find, no papers, no drugs, no records.”
“ they’ve destroyed a building,” she said between her teeth. She hadn’t wanted to be kissed, she told herself. She’d been shaken up, dazed, a victim of temporary insanity. “ but someone owns it, and I’ll find out who that someone is.”
“this was meant as a warning, Miss Maraj. One you might want to consider.”
“I wont be frightened off. Not by exploding buildings or by you.” she turned to face him, but wasn’t surprised that he was gone.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Part 2


Nicki didn’t feel like a party. In her fantasy, she wasn’t all glossed up in a strapless red dress with plastic stays digging into her sides. She wasn’t wearing pinching six inch heels. She wasn’t smiling until she thought of her face would split in two.
In her fantasy she was devouring a mystery novel and chocolate chip cookies while she soaked  in a hot bubble path to ease the bruises that still ached a bit three days after her nasty adventure in the East End alley.
Unfortunately, her imagination wasn’t quite good enough to keep her feet from hurting. There was plenty of glitz and glamour, lots of cheek bussing and glad handing. It was, after all, a party thrown by Arlo Stuart, hotel magnate, as a campaign party for Tucker Fields, Urbana’s mayor. Tonight she was attending the party for two reasons. The first was that she was friends with the mayor’s assistant Jerry Bower. The second was that her boss had used the right combination of pressure and diplomacy to push her through the gilded swinging doors of the Stuart Palace.
“ god you look amazing,” Jerry Bower stopped beside Nicki to press a quick kiss to her cheek. “ sorry I haven’t had time to talk. There was a lot of meeting and greeting to do.”
“ things are always busy for the big boss’s right arm.” she smiled toasting him. “ quite a party.”
“stuart pulled out all the stops.” with a politician’s eye, he scanned the crowd. The mix of the rich, famous and influenced pleased him. There were of course other aspects to the campaign.
“I’m properly dazzled,” Nicki assured him.
“ ah, but its your vote we want.”
“you might get it.”
“ how are you feeling?” taking the opportunity in hand, he began to fill a plate with appetizers.
“ fine,” she glanced at the fading bruise on her forearm.
“really?”
She smiled again. “ really. Its an experience I don’t want to repeat, but it did bring it home, straight home to me that we’ve got a lot more work to do before Urbana’s streets are safe.”
“you shouldn’t have been out there.” he mumbled.
“ why? Why should there be any place, any place at all in the city where a person isn’t safe to walk? Are we supposed to just accept the fact that there are portions of Urbana that are off limits to nice people? If we’re..”
“ hold it, hold it.” he held up a surrendering hand.
“ the only person someone in politics cant comfortably outtalk is a lawyer. I agree with you okay?” he snagged a glass of wine from a passing waiter.
“ I was stating a fact. It doesn’t make it right. It just makes it true.”
“it shouldn’t be true.” her eyes darkened in both annoyance and frustration
She relaxed and laughed up at him. “ all right enough shoptalk. Tell me who’s here that I should know and don’t.”
Jerry entertained her. He always did. She hooked her arm easily through his. It was a matter of chance that she turned her head and in that sea of people, focused on one single face.
He was standing in a group of five, with two beautiful women hanging on his arms. Attractive. Hell yes, she thought. She stood there taking in all his features almost in a dazed state. He wore his tux as if he was born in one. Easily casually. His smile widened with something one the women on his arm said. Then, without turning his head, he merely shifted his gaze and locked on Nicki.
“…. and she brought the monster a wide screen tv.”
“ what?” she blinked, and though she realized it was crazy, she had felt like she had broken out of a spell.
“what?”
“ I was telling you about Mrs. Forth Wright’s poodles.”
“ jerry who Is that? Over there. With the red head on one side and the blonde on the other?”
Glancing over, Jerry grimaced, then shrugged. “ I’m surprised he doesn’t have a brunette sitting on his shoulders. Women tend to stick to him as though he was wearing fly paper instead of a tux.”
She didn’t need to be told what she could see with her own eyes. “ who’s he?”
“Graham, Drake Graham”
Her eyes narrowed a bit, her mouth pursed. “ why does that sound familiar?”
“ its splashed literally through the society section of world almost every day?”
“ I don’t read the society section.” well aware it was rude. Nicki stared stubbornly at the man across the room. “ I know him,” she murmured. “ I just cant place where.”
“ you’ve probably heard his story. He was a cop.”
“ a cop.” Nicki’s brow lifted in surprise. He looked much too comfortable, much too part of the rich and privileged surroundings to be a cop.
“ a good one, apparently right in Urbana. A few years ago, he and his partner ran into trouble. Big trouble. The partner was killed, and Graham was left for dead.”
Her memory jogged then homed in. “ I remember now. I followed his story. My god he was in a coma for….”
“nine or ten months,” Jerry supplied. “ he was on life support and they had just about given up, when he opened his eyes and came back. He couldn’t do the street life anymore, and turned down a job offer with UPD. He’d come into a plump inheritance while he was in the twilight zone, so I guess he took the money and ran.”
It couldn’t have been enough she thought. No amount to money could have been enough. “ it must have been horrible. He lost nearly a year of his life.”
“ he’s made it up for lost time. Apparently women find him irresistible. of course that might be because he turned a three million dollar inheritance into thirty billion and counting.” Jerry watched as Drake  smoothly disentangled himself from the group and started in their direction. “ well well, he said softly looks like the interest is mutual.”

Drake had been aware of her since the moment she’d stepped into the ball room. He’d watched, patient, as she mingled then separated herself. He’d seen her smile at Jerry, observed the other man kiss her and brush a casually intimate hand over her shoulder.
He’d find out just what the relationship was there.
Though it didn’t matter. couldn’t matter, he corrected. Drake had no time for women with intelligent eyes. But he moved steadily toward her.
“Jerry,” Drake smiled. “ its good to see you again.”
“ always a pleasure. Mr. Graham. You’re enjoying yourself?”
“of course.” his gaze flicked from Jerry to Nicki.
“hello.”
For some ridiculous reason, her throat snapped shut.
“Nicki, I’d like to introduce you to Drake Graham, Mr. Graham, Assistant District Attorney Nicki Maraj.”
“ an A.D.A.” Drake’s smile spread charmingly. “ its comforting to know that justice is in such lovely hands.”
“competent.” she said. “I prefer competent.”
“of course,” though she hadn’t offered it, he took her hand and held it for a few brief  seconds
“ will you excuse me a minute?” Jerry laid a hand on Nicki’s shoulder again. “ the mayor’s signaling.”
“ sure.” she summoned up a smile for him, though she was ashamed to admit she’d forgotten he was beside her.
“ you havent been in Urbana long.” Drake commented.
Despite her uneasiness, Nicki met his eyes straight on. “ about a year and a half. Why?”
“because I’d have known.”
“really? Do you keep tabs on all the A.D.A’s?”
“no.” he brushed his finger over her earring. “ just the beautiful ones.” the instant suspicions in her eyes delighted him. “ would you like to dance?”
“ no.” she let out a long, quiet breath. “ no thanks, I really cant stay any longer. I’ve got work to do.”
He glanced at his watch. “ its already past ten.”
“ the law doesn’t have a time clock, Mr. Graham.”
“Drake. I’ll give you a lift.”
“no.” a quick unreasonable panic surged to her throat. “ no, that’s not necessary.”
“ if its not necessary, then it must be for pleasure.”
He was smooth she thought, entirely too smooth for a man who just shrugged off a blonde and a brunette.
“ I wouldn’t want to take you away from the party.”
“I never stay late at parties.”
“Drake.” the redhead, her mouth pouty and moist swayed up to drag on his arm. “ honey you haven’t dance with me yet. Not once.”
Nicki took the opportunity to make a beeline for the exit. It was stupid she admitted, but her system had gone haywire at the thought of being alone in a car with him.
She stepped out into the steamy summer night.
“ hail you a cab miss?” the doorman asked her.
“ no.” Drake cupped a firm hand under her elbow. “ thank you.”
“ Mr. Graham,” she began.
“Drake. My car is just here, Miss Maraj.” he gestured to a long sleek limo in gleaming black.
“its lovely,” she said between her teeth, “ but a cab will suit my needs perfectly.”
“ but not mine.” he nodded at a tall, bulky man who slipped out the driver’s seat to open the rear door.
“ the streets are dangerous at night. I’d simply like to know you’re gotten where you want to go, safely.”
She stepped back and took a long careful study, as she might a mug shot of a suspect. He didn’t seem as dangerous now, with that half smile hovering at his mouth. In fact, she thought he looked just a little sad. Just a little lonely.
She turned toward the limo. Not wanting to soften to much, she shot a look over her shoulders. “ has anyone ever told you you’re pushy, Mr. Graham?”
“often, Miss Maraj.”
He settled beside her and offered a single long stemmed red rose.
“you came prepared,” she murmured. Had the blossom been waiting for the blonde, she wondered, or the redhead?
“ I try, where would you like to go?”
“ the justice building. Its on sixth and…”
“ I know where it is,” Drake pressed a button and the glass that separated them from the driver slid open noiselessly. “ the justice building Frank.”
“ yes sir,” the glass closed again.
“ we used to work on the same side,” Nicki commented.
“which side is that?”
“law.”
He turned to her, his eyes dark, almost hypnotic. It made her wonder what he had seen when he had drifted all those months in that strange world of half life. Or half death.
“ you’re a defender of the law?”
“ I like to think so.”
“ yet you wouldn’t be adverse to making deals and kicking back charges.”
“ the system is overburdened.” she said defensively.
“oh yes, the system.” with a faint movement of his shoulders, he seemed to dismiss it all. “ where are you from?”
“Denver.”
“ no, you didn’t get cypress trees and magnolia blossoms in your voice from Denver.”
“I was born in Georgia, but my sister and I moved around quite a bit. Denver was where I lived before I came to east Urbana.”
Her sister, he noted. Not her parents, not her family, just her sister. He didn’t press. Not yet. “ why did you come here?”
“because it was a challenge. I wanted to put all those years I studied to good use. I like to think I can make a difference.” she thought of the mendez case and the four gang members. “ I have to make a difference.”
“ you’re an idealist.”
“maybe. What’s wrong with that?”
“idealist are often tragically disappointed.” he was silent a moment, studying her. She was beautiful in both light and shadow. More than beauty, there was a kind of power in her eyes.
“I’d like to see you in court,” he said.
She smiled and added yet one more element to the power and beauty. Ambition. It was great combination.
“I’m a killer.”
“ I bet you are.”
 He wanted to touch her, just the skim of a fingertip on those lovely shoulders. It was with both relief and frustration that he felt the limo glide to the curb and stop.
Nicki turned to look blankly out the window at the old towering building.
“that was quick.” she murmured, baffled by her own disappointment.
“thanks for the lift.” when the driver opened her door. She swung her legs out.
“I’ll see you again.”
For the second time, she looked at him over her shoulder. “maybe. Goodnight.”
He sat for a moment against the seat, haunted by the scent she had left behind.
“home?” the driver asked.
“ no.” Drake took a long, steadying breath. “ stay take her home when she’s finished. I need to walk.”

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Chapter 1

He walked the night. Alone restless. ready.clad in black, masked, he was a shadow among shadows, a whisper among the murmurs and mumbles of the dark.
 He was watchful, always, for those who preyed on the helpless and vulnerable. unknown, unseen , unwanted he stalked the hunters in the steaming jungle that was the city. He moved unchallenged in the dark spaces, the blind alleys and violent streets. like smoke, he drifted along towering rooftops and down into dark cellars.
When he needed he moved like thunder, all sound and fury. then there was only the flash, the optical echo that lightning leaves after it streaks the sky.
They called him Nemisis, and he was everywhere.
He walked the night, skirting the sound of laughter, the cheerful sound of celebrations. Instead he was drawn to whimpers and tears of the lonely and the helpless pleas of the victimized. Night after night, he clothed himself in black, masked his face and stalked the wild,dark streets. Not for the law. The law was too easily manipulated by those who scorned it. When he walked, he walked for justice, with justice there would be retribution and the balancing of scales.
Like a shadow, he watched the city below.


Nicki Maraj moved quickly. She was always in a hurry to catch up with her ambitions. Now her neat, 6inch heels clicked rapidly on the broken sidewalk of Urbana's east end. it wasn't fear that had her hurrying back to her car, though the east end was a dangerous place to be-especially at night-- for a lone attractive woman. it was a flush of success. In her capacity as assistant district attorney , she had just completed an interview with a witness to one of the drive by shootings that were becoming a plague in Urbana.
Every time Nicki brought a case to trial, she felt she was repaying a part of that debt.
One of the doorway shadows shouted something at her impersonally obscene. A harsh feminine cackle followed it. Nicki had only been in Urbana for eighteen months but she knew better than to pause or to register that she had heard at all.
Her strides long and purposeful, she stepped off the curb to get into her car. Someone grabbed her from behind.
"oh baby, aint you sweet."
The man six inches taller than she and smelled of alcohol. in a split second it took her to read his glassy eyes, she understood that he wasn't pumped high on whiskey but on chemicals that would make him quick instead of sluggish. Using both hands, she shoved her leather briefcase into his gut. he grunted and his grip loosened. Nicki yanked away and ran, digging frantically for her keys. Even as her hand closed over the jingling metal in her pocket, he grabbed her, his fingers digging in at the collar of her jacket. she heard the linen rip and turned to fight. Then she saw the switchblade, its business end gleaming once before he pressed it against the soft skin under her chin.
"gotcha." he said, and giggled.
she went dead still, hardly daring to breathe. in his eyes she saw a malicious kind of glee that would never listen to pleading or logic. Still she kept her voice low and calm.
"I've only got twenty-five dollars."
Jabbing the point of the blade against her skin, he leaned intimately close. 
"uh-uh baby, you got a lot more than twenty-five dollars." he twisted her hair around his hand, jerking once, hard. when she cried out he began to pull her toward the deeper dark of the alley.
"go on scream," he giggled in her ear. " i like it when they scream. go on." he nicked her throat with the blade. " scream."
she did, and the sound rolled down the shadowed street, echoing in the canyons of the buildings. in doorways people shouted encouragement to the attacker. behind darkened windows people kept their lights off and pretended that they heard nothing.
When he pushed her against the damp wall of the alley way, she was icy with terror. her mind, so sharp and open, shut down, " please," she said though she knew better, " don't do this."
He grinned. " you're going to like it." with the tip of the blade he sliced the top button of her blouse, " you're going to like it just fine." 
like any strong emotion fear sharpened her senses. she could feel her own tears, hot and wet on her cheeks, smell his stale breath and the overripe garbage that crowded the alley. She would be another statistic, she thought dully. just one more number among the ever increasing victims. Slowly, then with increasing power, anger began to burn through the icy shield of fear. She would not cringe and whimper. She would not submit without a fight. It was then she felt the sharp pressure of her keys. They were still in her hand, closed tight in her rigid fist. Concentrating, she used her thumb to push the points between her stiff fingers. She sucked in her breath, trying to channel all of her strength into her arm. She sucked in a breath, trying to channel all her strength into her arms.
Just as she raised it, her attacker seemed to rise into the air, then fly into a stand of garbage cans.
Nicki ordered her legs to run. The way her heart was pumping, she was certain she could be in her car, doors locked, engine grinning, in the blink of an eye. but then she saw him.
He was all black, a long, lean shadow among the shadows. He stood over the knife wielding junkie, his legs spread, his body tensed.
"Stay back." he ordered when she took the automatic step forward. His voice was part whisper, part growl, 
" I think..."
"dont think," he snapped without bothering to look at her.
the junkie leaped up howling, bringing his blade down in a deadly arc. Before Nicki's eyes, there was a flash of movement, a scream of pain and clatter of the knife skidded along the concrete.
in less than the time it takes to draw and release a single breath, the man in black stood just as he had before.
"that was..." Nicki searched her brain for a word, "impressive. I I was going to suggest that we call the police."
He continued to ignore her as he took some circular plastic from his pocket and bound the still moaning junkie's hands and ankles. he picked up the knife, pressed a button. The blade disappeared with a whisper. Only then did he turn to her.


The tears were already drying on her cheeks, he noted. She was extraordinarily beautiful, he observed dispassionately. her features were soft, delicate, almost fragile. Unless you looked at her eyes. There was a toughness in them, a determination. Her jacket was torn and her blouse had been cut open to reveal her icy blue lace and silk bra.
He summed her up, not as man to woman, but as he had countless other victims, countless other hunters. The unexpected and very basic jolt of reaction he felt disturbed him. Such things were more dangerous than any switchblade.
"are you hurt?" his voice was low and unemotional and he remained in the shadow.
"no. no not really." there would be plenty of bruises both on her skin and her emotions. "just shaken up. i want to thank you for.." she had stepped toward him as she spoke. In the faint back splash from the street light, she saw that his face was masked. As her eyes widened. "Nemisis." she murmured. " I thought you were the product of someone's imagination."
"I'm as real as he is." he jerked his head toward the figure groaning on the ground. he saw that there was a trickle of blood on her throat. For reasons he didnt try to understand, it enrage him. " what kind of fool are you?"
"I beg you pardon."
"this is the sewer of the city. you don't belong here. no one with brains comes here unless they have no choice."
Her temper inched upward, but she controlled it. He had after all helped her. " I had business here."
"no." he corrected. " you have no business here, unless you choose to be raped and murdered in an alley."
" i didn't choose anything of the sort." as her emotions darkened. " i can take care of myself."
his gaze skimmed down, lingered on the shredded blouse then returned to her face. "Obviously."
"I've already thanked you for helping me, even though i didnt need any help. i was just about to deal with that asshole myself."
"really."
"Thats right. i was going to gouge his eyes out." she held up her keys. " with these."
he studied her again, then gave a slow nod. " yes, i believe you could do it."
"damn right i could."
" then it appears that i have wasted my time," He pulled a square black cloth out of his pocket, wrapped the knife in it and gave it to her.
" you'll want this for evidence."
the moment she held it, she remembered that feeling of terror and helplessness. " i'm grateful."
"i don't look for gratitude."
Her chin came up as he threw her words back in her face. " for what then?"
He stared at her, into her. " for justice."
"this isn't the way." she began.
"its my way. weren't you going to call the police?"
"yes. i have my phone in my car."
"then i suggest you use it."
" all right." she was too tired to argue back.
Five minutes later, after calling 911 and giving them the details of her situation she walked back to the alley.
"they're sending a cruiser. hello?" with a puzzled frown, she looked up and down the alley.
he was gone.
"damn it, where did he go?"
he was almost close enough to touch her. But she couldn't see him. that was the blessing and the curse.
He didnt reach out, he only watched her, imprinting on his memory the shape of her face, the texture of her skin, the color and sheen of her hair.
When the sirens cut the night, he could see her rebuild a mask of composure, layer by layer. As he stood alone in his own half world between reality and illusion, he could smell the subtle sexiness of her perfume.
For the first time in four years, he felt the sweet and quiet ache of longing.